I aint doin so hot. Infact I'm doin pretty bad. Skip this next paragraph if you don't care why.
So I left school in 2007. I was doin fine, goin down the pub every week, had plenty of mates, it was all a laugh. Since then my social life's bin on the decline- I gradually stopped gettin invited out on weekends, less parties, less laughs. That happens to everyone though doesnit? That's what happens as you leave school. I'd go out with these college guys, but they're all 19 n 20; me bein 17 I'd never get in to the places they go. So I signed up to Facebook last week. I found out that all those guys are still together, gettin pissed an havin laughs n shit, except nobody invities me anymore. They all just dropped me off and carried on. I realised that about 3 people had an 18th party in the passed couple months and I didn't know anything about it. I tried to get hold o some people for new years but everyone was busy. Who'd come to my birthday when I'm 18? Now there's plans for a big holiday for 20+ people an I'm not one of em. It's all I can think about now all the time. I can't sleep. I went to a different College than everyone else and it ended up being the worst decision ever. I've got nobody; I keep waiting for someone to ring me or message me or something but there isn't anyone. I'm completely alone, and I'm scared that it'll be this way for the rest of my life. I don't want to live like this but I don't know what to do. The real kick in the arse is that I've got a shedload of money in the bank because I've got noone to spend it on.
So anyway, Duck Sim got front page. That was late. I laughed at it bein a vignette art game cos that's totally the point. It's score plumetted from 3.60 to 2.40 in like an hour lol
I have like 20 PMs about this game.
Yo check this tech demo. Just run to the right. I had this Michal Jackson Moonwalker idea where you save people from buildings that're like on fire n shit. It'll never get made, like all these other demos I throw out every week. I'll keep it on the drive though.
Yes I'm still makin YeahBabyGoYeah. The latest level's pretty huge. You all like Gunstar Heroes right? Jus checkin
Tank awards comin up. I'm pretty sure I won't get nominated. Don't know if I can talk about it or not, but I'm pretty sure.
I would've had more to say but some shit got broke. I've bin puttin an animation showreel together- Mostly 3D- but FOR NO REASON my 3DSMAX just won't open and I don't know why, so I can't render anything. It's important aswell, cos I wanted to send it off for an apprenticeship by the 30th o January. I don't know if I'll make that now.
I don't want an apprenticeship anyway, I'm goin to Uni instead so I can get some new mates.
Still wanted to give it a shot though.
OH- and PLAY THIS. This guy's like my favourite game author right now. He's made this new game that's like Zelda, but an action platformer like YeahBabyGoYeah. It's called Legend of Princess. Fucking perfect boss fights. It's funny how some people make games with Flash and some with Game Maker, but we don't know anything about each other. There's huge communities for GameMaker, it's like Newgrounds in fuckin biazzaro world.
Except their awards are way bigger than ours :(
HolyPeanuts
Meh, you will get through it man. I got through that kind of stuff, and I am probably a lot less social then you.
I-smel (Updated )
youre still in school though, I got nothin
adapting to it doesnt fix anything